Monday, January 25, 2010

Hello World

Here I am, back. At least I hope so. I don't know why, but today felt like a good day to visit my blog.
I have been avoiding it completely lately, and in doing so, I have missed reading my favorites. I just felt like everyone was moving on without me and I did not want to face the fact that life goes on even with all of the sadness, aggravation, and stress going on in my life. It was a much needed break, or so I thought. But I missed it, really.

I am going to keep this one short and simple.

1. It is Mardi Gras time you all! And this year I am NOT pregnant and plan on living it up and having a fantastic ride!

2. I love my parents and they are the best, have I mentioned that before!? HA

3. Squeaky (now called Squeakquel by the little monkey) is up and moving and trying so hard to walk already!

4. The other monkeys are doing as well as can be expected. Little monkey turned 4 this month and Big monkey is a regular smarty pants like his mommy.

5. I signed up to run a FULL marathon! Yes, I must be crazy. But on April 24th in Nashville, I will be running the Country City Marathon and I really am excited. It is a much needed goal for me right now.

6. The same day (a week before Christmas) that I signed up for the marathon, I found out my husband is madly in love with someone - and it is NOT me.

So there you go. I said it. Now if I can just get myself to push publish post. It has been a rough few weeks and I know it is not going to get any better for some time. I am very blessed to have a wonderful support system. My children are very blessed to have a wonderful support system. I am going to try not to let this blog get all doom and gloom. My emotions are all over the place right now so I can't promise happy Shanna all of the time. But I know that things will get better and there isn't anything I can't do!


cynthialittlej said...

Way to go!!!!! I am so proud of you and I will do everything I can to make sure your Mardi Gras rocks this year.

Rachael said...

Oh wow. SO sorry for all you are going through. I can't imagine how hard that must be with 3 little monkeys depending on you right now, especially.

I hope training for the marathon turns out to be a good opportunity to think and a good emotional outlet. Good luck!!

P.S. re: LOST - I bet they will have a recap show the hour before, or maybe the night before. I need a refresher too - it's been TOO long of a hiatus!

Connie Weiss said...

Oh Shanna. That sucks. You seem to be handling it well!

If these needs to be your place to vent...then so be it!


Lori said...

Well if it makes you feel better I had a husband fall in love with someone else too, and ironically it was right after I ran my first half marathon, and then began training for my first full marathon. The training was a great way to distract me.
(not the husband I have now, that one couldn't let the other girl go)
I wish you luck in working everything out. I am glad you blogging again, I'm trying to get back with it myself.

Trenches of Mommyhood said...

Oof. Just checking in and found this. I'm sooo sooo sorry honey. I can't even imagine what you are going through. You are in my thoughts.